Relief

That is what I am feeling right now. Relief that Baby P's EDD has come and gone. I did not fall apart, I did not bawl my eyes out. I wasn't sure how I was going to do. I'm relieved to feel like I can now look towards the future and stop dwelling on the past. I am ready to be excited about the next baby in our lives, whenever the time comes. I will always remember, but I am ready to stop being sad.