Silent Tears

The tears started flowing tonight. Long ago, when we found out Baby P's EDD, there was lots of talk about it. Our nephew's birthday is Mar 1 and my stepdad's Mar 3, so we were always hoping that Baby P would arrive on another day. I really wanted Baby P to be born in February. I used to joke that Baby P would hold out till the last minute and arrive close to midnight Feb 28th. So, here I am - 10:42pm on Feb 28th with Baby P obviously not arriving anytime soon. I feel so silly, but at the same time I just can't help it...