13dpIUI

Got a BFN this morning. Not surprised, but still disappointed. I expect AF today or tomorrow. 

One year ago today is also the day we found out there was no Baby P. Today was the day my heart broke, and it hasn't been whole since. 

I actually waited to test till today thinking maybe my luck would have changed and that I could have a happy memory on this day instead. I really wanted to see a BFP this morning. I stood there willing it to appear, but it didn't and today is still a sad day...